~ouch~

 

so i am still living under a grey cold cloud.

despite the fact that we have so many green shoots coming up through the cold soil it feels that the sun will never return.

 

it leads me to think of my ancestors and how important the rising of the sun on the winter solstice assured them that the light was indeed returning.

 

 

it has been a long cold season, a season that to me seemed to start back in the summer when the rain started and never stopped, which merged into an autumn of rain, which merged into a winter of rain and snow...

 

what a time.

 

 

i think later today, after i have listed some of my wares over at the wylde apothecary i will clear the patio and sit wrapped up in a blanket...

i need to get outside

 

really need to get outside

 

i am feeling miserable to day and i apologise that i am bringing it here to you

i need to see the sun, to be outside and i really really don't need the pain that is causing me to limp a lot today.

this limp is a new thing, i woke up with bad pain from my coccydynia and in my left hip and since i have been up the pain is going down my leg like sciatica.

i believe it is because of the muscle and ligaments that attach to the coccyx.

 

well i am going to move myself into my craft room, finish one necklace and then update my shop...