i dont know why but today i have such an incredible sense of rising excitement~nothing to do with my recent wimbledon posting~this is something else.
its so strong i have put off writing my essay, due in by friday, to post this, i need to pour it out, let it out of my system before i can do anything else!
its so odd.
i woke very early this morning, at the brink of dawn and when i opened my eyes (i sleep with windows and curtain open even when its freezing!) everything was this most amazing pale gold~there were no cloulds, no other color in the sky~just this amazing pale gold that washed over everything.
it was beautiful but...strange and my odd feelings started as soon as my eyes were open.
it was enough for me to add to my morning ritual of lighting a candle with some divination. what adds to the strangeness is that usually my 'yes'/'no' signs are as clear as day~today they were very fuzzy and it took me two attampts to get them clarified before i could continue...then to top it all the 'yes/'no' were totally different to what they usually were~they have always been the same.
i cant say what it was i had questions about~i have the strong belief that in some things you need to keep it close to keep it strong.
the trouble is that ow the divination has just made these feelings worse!