merry meet )o(
woke up to heavy rain today. looking out of the window the lane looks like a stream. Luckily swampy chopped the logs for the rayburn before it started so i imagine its going to be quieter than usual here...swampy is watching baseball that he recorded in the early hours.
i am feeling quite rough today, still totally deaf in my left ear and with only two codeine left and about two days of antibiotics...i have to say i did end up taking two more codeine last night and the nagging migraine went away. i wonder if my doctor will prescribe them for my migraines or is that a dodgy road to be taking?
my M.E is particularly noticeable today, possibly because i went into dorchester yesterday and maybe the weather is affecting it as well as the ear infection. feel so exhausted,achey and lethargic, as if i could sleep all day. i feel as if i have no power and its taking all my energy to do this. so why do you ask am i still sitting here and writing? if i didnt i would go raving mad with boredom...M.E makes my mind like mush but it doesnt stop it becoming bored!
i have signed on to do an open university course, i have done several in the past ending with a certificate in social care which was relevant to my old job and my aim was to continue with the OU until I had a degree in social sciences. my illness has changed that as i dont know when i will be able to return to work and whether my brain will ever be up to speed enough to work with homeless addicts and ex-offenders again.
also my interests have changed so much and now i am taking the environmental route and have registered for an environmental science course, 'technology for a sustainable future' with the hope of continuing on to an environmental science degree...however it all hinges on whether i get the funding. no funding no course. if you could keep your fingers crossed and send some positive vibes my way it would be very much appreciated :)
Leanne has pointed out my not so deliberate mistake...it is thursday today 'blush' thanks Leanne and for the healing vibes tooxxx
Forgive the poor photo quality above. I could only dig as deep as the blog and screenshots today, because if went deeper into the hard drives, or for heave...
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