so here i sit
or rather recline
its 10pm and i am snuggled up in my big wooden 'princess and the pea' bed~so high that when i sit on the edge my feet can't reach the floor, Arthur is curled up beside me purring after spending most of the day in the garden or the grounds of the orchard that covers the hill to the front of the cottage.
today was my day off and i find myself embracing the luxury of not settling down to sleep as i am not back to work until next Wednesday~not turning on my 5am alarm feels good and i love having that extended 'weekend' feeling.
this morning i woke at 5.30, not really realising it was that time, got up to open the little French windows so Arthur can make his early morning rounds, and then...went back to bed...to sleep some more...alone
I love to be alone. I never found the companion that was so companionable as solitude.
this encapsulates my small life
aloneness
my life isn't full of great things
but what is important about my small life is my aloneness and this is my great thing.
i love living alone
but i am not lonely
what is important to me is living alone
my days and nights where i am only answerable to myself
i love spending my days moving to my own internal music, talking to myself or Arthur, making my own choices in everything.
i relish my mornings~especially on those days where i have nowhere to be~the greatest feeling is to wake up, make my way up to my kitchen and make a mug of tea and either sit in bed drinking it or take it into the garden and sit watching the birds and just...
be...
alone.
2 comments:
I can relate to most of this. Lovely post.xo
hello miss Sandra and thank you~i am glad you know where i am coming from! I love your blog and will catch up more soon x
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